Well it's finally happened for me. I found a REAL man who enjoys taking care of me and loving me for me and I am so freaking happy I could just shit! lol His name is Sean and I met him right here on CT! I felt so comfortable around him the very first time I met him, like I'd known him my whole life. That in itself never happens with men OR women. So that was the first sign. The second sign was when I went to his house for the first time, he just wanted to talk to me and not take my clothes off like every other man on the face of the earth has. And since that day, I have yet to leave! When I look into his eyes, there is a promise of a new wonderful life that I never saw before. I look at him and see myself sitting next to him, old and wrinkly, and still love him just as much, if not more, than I do at this very moment in time. I honestly did not think that I was ever going to love again, let alone BE loved. The fact that it happened when I wasn't even looking was the kicker. People always say that it happens like that, but I didn't believe them until it happened to me first hand. I also didn't think that I would ever be happy again either. So now that it has happened, I can not wait for each day to start again!
