LilSqueaker's blog: "Can you give this to my daddy?"

i dream of the love that u see in movies the love that makes other girls wish for. a girl like me has not found many guys that want to give that. i find guys that want only sex or just want to have a girl with a nice body to walk around with. i want that guy that would love to take a girl out even if she is only wearing pj pants and tshirt. not one that thinks that u have to be all dressed up to go to walmart. i know there are good guys out there but most of them r taken or even gay.

i want a guy for his personality in my mind that is what makes someone attractive. not by the way that the look on the outside but what they are on the inside. some of the guys that most girls don't find attractive have the sweetest hearts and i think that makes them even more attractive. i know that most people wont believe me because of the way that i look but i don't go after guys that look really sexy from the outside because most of them have nasty insides. i just want love like u randomly look at each other and smile because u can see the love for the other in their eyes.

the kind of love that when u are in the car they randomly grab your hand or in a store. when they kiss u out of now where or say they love u when ur watching a movie or sitting at home just so u know. when they email u or text u and telling u that they miss u and ur on their mind just to tell u hey im thinking of u again. i want that guy that wont smile unless ur happy because your happiness is the key to theirs. i want the fairy tale. not many girls care about how someone is on the inside because most of them are just like guys they care about looking good with the guy when out in public. they worry about having a better looking guy then their friends have but look where that gets them....heartache.

i dont know maybe im just wanting more than i can get in this world specially now that i have a child but then again u never know what is around the next corner in ur life. maybe mine will hold my prince!!!