I am in love with my husband but I am afraid that if I give our life another chance it wont work and then again I don't know if he would want me back to start with.
The reason for this blog is that my husband gets out of prison tomorrow and I don't know if I am ready for this. I know I am the one going to pick him up. I guess we will see what happens tomorrow. I thought he had another year and I was going to get a divorce but I get a call today and guess what? He is out and needs a ride home.
It has been an abusive relationship and I don't know if the abuse will change. In my heart I know it wont get any better but I want it to.