My love life has been on a emotional rollercoaster for a long while now.And I have to say I'm tired of looking for a good woman.I was in a relationship with this woman for about 8yrs,and I thought she was the one.Every couple has their ups&down right?..But why do people decieve you behind your back.The one you trust the most&for what?...To hurt your heart,waist your time,crumble everything you both built&to be selfish.All the love&support I gave added up to nothing.The only thing I thank her for is my beautiful princess&my freedom!
When we first broke up I was kind of fucked up,but I survived.I got over her,and started dating again.Don't mind the fact of me drinkin' 5th's of grey goose every other day to forget either.Haha,and after I started back dating I was feeling great mingling.I say to myself"shit I'ma cool ass dude,employed,self-made,real,driven&I love women of all races?...I shouldn't have any problems finding a woman".Boy, only if I knew it was gonna be a long summer.
I was searchin' high,low,in clubs,bars,lounges,malls,online,I mean I been through it all,even starbucks.Still can't find a good woman that will hold me down while I'm holdin' her down.Every chick I dated was either a gold digger,too ghetto,disrespectful,didn't fuck wit me cuz of my daughter,or just too damn stupid to see a good man in their face!I am tired of looking for a woman now,but not totally discouraged yet.I have met two women that I could see myself with,but ain't it always sum bullshit in the way.One is too far away for us to be&the other was a friend of mine that's in a relationship.And I don't believe in breaking happy homes,but hopefully oneday I will find my home with sumone special too.........(I know this blog was hella long&shit,but just had to say sumthin'.I am still looking for my queen ya know......ThA ReAl OnE
