HEY ALL,
LOVE IS A FUNNY THING. I REALLY DONT UNDERSTAND IT AT ALL. HOW CAN I HURT SO MUCH AND FEEL GREAT OTHER TIMES.
I HAVE HAD MANY BOYFRIENDS EACH ONE I HAVE HAD A DIFFERENT KIND OF LOVE FOR.
THE LAST REALTIONSHIP WAS GREAT THEN ENDED ON NOT SUCH GOOD TERMS, BUT I STILL LOVE HIM AND NOT A DAY GOES BY THAT I DON'T THINK OF HIM. HE IS STUCK IN MY HEART AND THOUGHTS. I THINK WE WERE JUST ON 2 DIFFERENT PATHS WHEN WE WERE TOGETHER.
MAYBE HE IS MEANT FOR ME AND WE JUST NEED TO WAIT TILL WE ARE BOTH ON THE SAME ROAD???? AFTER HIM I DONT EVEN HAVE THE DESIRE TO DATE AGAIN. WELL NOT NOW ANYWAYS.
I THOUGHT HE WOULD BE THE ONE I WOULD MARRY. MAYBE HE IS. I GUESS I JUST NEED TO SLOW DOWN AND BE PATIENT AND WORK ON MYSELF FIRST. THAT IS WHY I AM MOVING I AM GOING TO WOK ON MYSELF. HE WILL KNOW HOW TO GET AHOLD OF ME WHEN THE TIME IS RIGHT..
THANKS FOR READING THE RAMBLINGS OF A MIXED UP CHICK
INSIDIOUS
