have u ever loved someone so much it brings u to ur knees crying. it makes u feel like u cant continue. i mean true love to where months and months later u remember everything and every detail that has ever happened inbetween u to. im here to tell u that ur not alone. there are others out there that feel the same way to and no matter how hard we try we cant seem to forget about this person. and u know that u are the right one for them or there the right one for u. the problem is u can never and u know that u will never ever be with this person. it hurts. u can remember ever single detail about everyone of ur dates and everything that u have talked about and even the days and almost the exact times even tho that may be a little blurry. but whats not blurry is ur feelings for this person. i know it may be hard to get over this person and others will come along and say u just need to forget about them and u and i both know that, that is not possible no matter how hard u try, no matter what u do, or no matter who u meet that person will always be there. deep in ur mind and u will never forget the slightest part of them much less them period. love is crazy, but how do we fall this hard? is it what we say or allow to happen? is it what we want to happen deep inside and hope that the other person notices what is happening?. or is it by accident? one thing that i notice is really nothing is a accident no matter how hard we try to say it is or no matter how much we try to believe it is. everything happens for a reason and we just need to find out that reason. i know that when i see a pic of a girl that i love more than anything in this world it honestly makes me want to cry. i know i sound like a stupid saying that or soft but everyone has that gentle side to them the problem is finding and allowing it to be seen. that is what got me where i am today. no lettting it be seen. so now i lost the woman of my dreams to another guy and here i am months later and still cant get over it. i know its pitiful. but that is life. this happens to all of us at one point or another. and fall all of u who are just like me i want u to know. love is still possible. as long as u believe.
