I hate love. There, I said it and I mean it. The reason I said it is probably because I don't have it and I want it. It's rough seeing others you care for (friends and family) in love, knowing you can't share that feeling because you dont have it. I want it and I've tried to find it but, apparently it's just not for me. I know you can't buy love and you can't make someone love you. I've met women and I've chased women and on a few occasions I've even started to develope feelings for them. At some point it all falls apart and it must be something about me because they seem to move on and find love while I'm still alone. To the people who read this (if any) I appologize about the bitchfest and for being so depressing.Next time I'll try to be happier.
Much Love,
Phillbilly
