Broken Hearted
Tuesday, February 01, 2005
Mood:~crying~
Your in a relationship
You think WOW i have a great partner.
Then after awhile things start falling apart.
There is so many mixed feeling with in you.
As a lady you start feeling your wanted,loved,or needed
You feel empty inside
The one's you love
Just take you for granted
They treat you like your a nobody.
You are walked on & used.
You just keep thinking " What am i doing wrong"
You try alittle harder.
Then you realize that you have had enough
Your tired of the guilt
Your sad because other's are being used
To make to give up on the hope's & dream's you have.
Then one day you wake up & decided enough with all of this.
You have to do what make's you happy within your heart.
You decide that no more guilt trip's
No more using other's to get over one you.
You finally realize that your happiness is very important to yourself.
The 1st one who come's before anyone is God
The 2nd is the love that's within the lady.
She has to learn to love herself & respect herself.
A person has to have love , hope ,faith & understanding.
Life to to precious to let other's controll your life.
You have to make yourself happy.
Just don't ever settle for just ok
P.S.
If a children & grandchildren have to be used to controll a person to get what you want.
Then i feel sorry for people have to go to great length's to do this.
To the one's they say the Love so much.
Children need love & hope & understanding.
They sure don't need negetivness in there live's
Then they might grow up feeling there not good enough
Most children do the wrong to gain the only love they know.
To be put down from other adults.
You will never be nothing or have nothing .
What happen to saying I LOVE YOU
I'm very proud of what you are doing.
You have do a super job.
God bless everyone
Joyce aka COUNTRYHEART47