So it's the most scariest thing n the world. it involves 2 things that r just 2 scarred 2 even recognize.....
my heart and my trust both as fragile and delicate as the wings of a butterfly.
i am in love or at least believe i am.... i keep fighting myself.... my mind is telling me "it's all a joke and none of it was real"
on the other hand my heart is telling me "u know better and u could see it in his eyes, feel it in his touch, and hear it in his heart"
but i was selfish back then.... oh lets not forget immature and ignorant.
i can stand and breathe on my own. he wouldn't have 2 do it 4 me. i do need him 2 save me from my loneliness though.... it's a challenge, believe me.
but i'm thankful that he knows how i feel about him. i did at least put fear aside on that one.
but if he gave me one more last chance.... i'd show him a world he's only dreamed about and would do everything my heart and soul could not 2 hurt him n*e more than he already has been hurt.
the most important thing to me.... and i've told him this.... is his happiness. i want him to be truely happy in this world. even if that means finding it with sum 1 else.... go my love cuz in my dreams ur dreams r the only thing that really matters to me. when u smile, i smile. what makes u happy, makes me happy too. in my dreams, ur dreams come true.....
there i finally got it all out.... he'll always be the teardrops on my guitar.....
so 4 those of u who are deeply n love and have the 1 u love with u..... u r blessed
4 those of u who love sum 1 and can't find their heart, then jump in the boat. we're off 2 margarita ville....lol yup first ten rounds on me!
two lessons i've learned the hard way through this experience.... so those of u reading this please learn from my mistakes..... love like u've never been hurt and realize what u have when u've got it cuz once the train has wrecked.... ur gonna wish u could go back and love that person as much as they loved u. u'll b left wondering if u had then would u still b 2gether and happy?
well by that time it's 2 late and now ur stuck with all this regret.
too scarred 2 fall.-*MizBehavin*-.~~RiSeN dEmOn~~
ps if ur wondering bout the risen demon thing.... its my spin on fallen angel..... every 1 is a fallen angel but how many risen demons do u know?
