Well there is this girl that i was with for a long time. WE had a lot of good times but we had a falling out. WE broke up and became friends though. My problem is that I love her so much and she knows it. She loves me too though so that is good. Everytime i talk to her my heart feels like it is beating 1000000 times a second. But then there are times where my feels like it is being ripped out through my chest by something that is invisible to me. Right now we are in a place that is very good to me. I like that very much. She still means the world to me and i hope she knows that. Some people might not like that but they are going to have to deal with it. Sorry to them but hey, I am in love. I hope that they understand that and just want me to be happy with my descisions. But hey, if that girls reads this know that I love u very much and i miss u very much. And to those who might not approve please just say to urselves that he is trying to be happy the way he wants to. I love u all very much.
