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love is evil

Just sitting here and feel like bloggin some shit down. Why does one fall in love with danger? Ever man i seem to attach my heart to, something happens. Like God is saying.."your not ready to love, joanna" Its frustrating...what do i do. Ever time i meet a man, i'm faced with a challenge. Normal people have a man and get to spend time with that man. I have to wait, give it time, he'll finish his time. Fuck that. Why love someone who doesn't love you back? It says "I love you," but i just ain't feeling it. Can someone really be in love with words? Is it possible to just keep being in love by reading a letter? Thats jacked. If there is love there you'd think someone serving would have the time to write. And if your some bitch thats hating my words rite now...stop reading. You have no power to tell me what i should do, your not in my shoes rite now. You have no idea...so just keep your bullshit lines to your damn self. This shit is used to express my emotions...let you know what i feel...not to tell me what i should be feeling. Anyways..back to the subject. I hung in there for awhile but i just couldn't take that shit. Driving there to see you, writing 3 letters to your 1, saving my heart for only you. And you smashed it, you took my heart and examined the inner love and damage my core intrest. You've tested my love, and now it has failed. I thought my love would hold you and make you stronger. All it seemed to do was weaken your thoughts. Stiffin your motivation. Show you what i have, just to hear the words i never wanna hear again. "I fucked up!" Yes you have...you have big time! How is someone supose to care when you don't give a fuck. Thats like trying to hold something that doesn't feen warmth. I showed you what i had and you took advantage. You feed more then you needed. Took all i had, then played with it. I feel you haven't taken me seriously, and never will. You keep playing in the big playground you call home. I ain't composing anymore. I GAVE 100% and you gave me 10. So all i'm giving back is just that. Lesson to live by: Being nice isn't gonna get your ass anywhere. YOu be nice and you only weaken the other person, you be a bitch and you motivate that person to grow farther. Stride higher. Without doubt. To be like "fuck that, imma show that piece of shit!" Tired of fucking being nice...i'm taking the fucking power back. Thats why i'm single and shall remain the same. Love just fucks with my straight well being. Holds my sanity...and that ain't right. Expect the worse and you'll never get hurt! Thank you for listening!
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