Sick of falling for people who all they do is lie
Is anything real anymore?
It happens over and over again
Friends say I'm too trusting, and they're right
MY worst enemy is my heart
And its my heart that I can not trust.
Careful must I be for they pray upon the weak
So weak I will not be
But stronger than ever
With more walls for protection, than they've ever seen.
No one gets through ever again, unless they can prove they are worthy
I will not accept any more lies,
No more forgiveness.
no one else gets in
Sick to the point of hate
That's where they've led me
But they didn't do it alone
I let them
All cause I wanted that elusive love
There is no love anymore
It died
March 5, 2003
With Amanda
Best person anyone has or will ever know
My life dedicated to her shall be
From now on everything for her
The one person who never hurt me
The only one who ever showed me unconditional love
and there it lies
the only truth
my one true love
is dead
