Ok So Now it's time to really ask myself what do i want out of my life well its this simple i want someone who will love me for me and not treat me as if i was a fuckin door mat . I just started talking to someone today and well im not saing there name because its frankly none of any ones business but mine really .so here is the crystal question can you love someone regardless or there personage ?? alot of you will say nay but as for me i say yay and thats just because of who i am i can love anyone that is willing to love me and someone that needs me because its clear the person im with does not he tells me alot that he wishes i would just go he tells his family and friends well im waiting for her to divorce me sio i can live my life and you know what maybe its time i did just that he has no faith in me i want to live in a house where im needed loved and wanted not someplace were i feel like a burden to the other person granted i have lots of problems with my feet since i ruined the ligaments but that doesn't stop me from getting and doing what i want to do im my own person and its time i did what was best for me too so with that said im hoping this person will continue to talk to me and maybe we can see where things go from there
