I am back online after being offline because of something that broke my heart.
I was feeling very bad as my heart fell apart,
the reason my heart was so broken is the love of my life passed away.
My girlfriend died in her sleep two months ago.
She had very bad back problems and she was taking a lot of pain meds.
The last night of her life she was in a lot of pain and she took to much medication.
It is hard for me to think of any good way to get the hurt out of my system and maybe posting this will help me so I can get on with my life.
May God bless you all.