3554230's blog: "Love/Hate"

Have you ever just wanted to throw your hands up over the ignorance and stupidity of games that are played.

I only come to fubar to help me maintain my sanity,because at times life is to stressful.I don't need your games,those are for kids.I have a 2 year that acts more mature than some of you.

So listen up all those that act as such.

I don't care if you get mad because I buy someone that you own,It is a game and gives that person more fubucks,if that person doesn't want to be bought then he needs to block it,otherwise close your mouth and stop acting inmature.Seriously do you really think you are at a real life bar meeting them.If you have grown to like them then fine,I am happy for you,but if you are not secure in what you have,tell him about it and stop whining.

I also don't care if you have more bling than I do,now that was a real winner.Are you for real.Come on.

Now the same one I always fuss about.What does it matter where you are at on a family or friends list,now how much more inmature can you really get.

Look I normally try to stay calm and I am usually very successful at doing so.I am level headed & I try to think before I react.

I feel I need to say this again.I am not looking for a hook up.With my life right now I can not have one.I can't even think on having one until I am done with what I have to do.In order for some not to get hurt even though I said it upfront,I decided the best way was for me to back off,it hurts that I felt I needed to do that,but I would rather hurt than hurt you.That is the truth.

I don't care what people say about me,they don't answer to me they answer to the man above,so I don't care.The drama seekers,attention seekers thrive on this on the he said she said stuff,or she is a fake or he is.I really don't care as long as your honest with me.That is all I ask regardless of what you look like.

I am not a mean person at all.I love to laugh,I love to joke around and I love to make people laugh.I enjoy seeing the sun rise and fall and to kiss under the moonlight.I am a hopeless romantic looking for her prince,get to know me before you judge me,before you judge anyone.It simply is not your place to do so.Lighten up,ok.

Dont hate,it only brings you misery in the end,but love brings you joy and happiness even on the bad days you have.I try everyday not to do the things I have said and yes even for me it can be hard,but at least I try with everything I am.Can you?