A warm sensation fills my body
My heart races with every touch
The softness of your voice soothes
my soul
As I lay in bed hoping the moment
will never end
Calling out for you,
Praying that you'll never let me go
The sensation so powerful
I can no longer feel my body
Slowly I fade in and out of reality
In an instant that warm sensation
fades away
My heart so empty
My soul riped apart
Lying there; wondering where I went
wrong again
Calling out for you, only to find
you will not answer
My mind invaded with thoughts
So cruel and unrefined
The sensation of fear of what's to come
Slowly the reality over powering
The lust and fantasy
Leaves me empty again
Confused on how to think or feel
The loneliness I feel
So wretched and compelled
Betrayal to myself
Revealing the terrors of my love
