blacklacetats's blog: "Darkness"

is love a game? is love happiness? is love just something i could only be imagining? old habits are hard to break. and broken hearts are hard to mend. but if you never take a risk love will never be felt again. so win or loose sink or swim were always stuck in the same game again i can close my eyes and try to dream but memories always surround me. im afraid to sleep im afraid to dream i would hide from almost anythng but sure enough things may seem to be turning around from what ive already seen maybe this time in my dreams i might see a plesent thing. i hate the pain i remember in dreams but new found love can help mend anything so i will close my eyes and rrun and see what will come of the things i see. just hold my hand and hold me close so instead of falling we can always just go. i dont need to fall and i dont need to sink but i will hold up one like they hold me... but all the loses and nothing to gain maybe this is different game and instead of loosing i can gain!