The one person i never thought would ever put me second best has and what a horrible feeling it is...I look back and remember the days when nothing stood between us, the days where anything could be going on and it didnt stop the fact that i was important enough to set it to the side so we could have time together. Now those days are past and there is always something more important or just plainly no time for me. I think my time here needs to end so i can allow room for him to move on, he has new friends, new everything and i don't fit into that place, sitting online waiting my turn isnt what i want, and i sure don't want everything to be on my time and i don't want to be demanding, so walking away seems the best way to do things. It sucks that ppl forget who actually care and would be there no matter what, just because they found a new few friends and forget how much there hurting someone else cause of it! My rant for the day!
