XaviRoseMaiden's blog: "poetry"

i keep walking on the sand , even though it burns my bare feet ,

i keep walking on the shattered glass enough even it rips them apart

i loving someone , even though they broke my heart . is it possible am i caught in bewteen ,i don't know if i really love him .. after all is love that mean ?

sometimes i find it so hard to smile ..

even just for a little while ,

but with the bad always comes the good on each journey like it should , if i were to live to separate lives ..

i would have chosen more carefully who to give my heart to .

i would go on the journey to find my soul mate ..

it might even takes a few years  but in the end i would know what true love really is .

i wake each morning  and i look for my  special  mate .. but hes elsewhere ..., and theres a loneliness that i can't shake .

i toss and i turn , and i can barely sleep ..

into my thoughts hes seems to creep ..

but i don't want him  to hurt me all over again ..

could he really be the right man ..?

my heart eneded it but now ..

it seems like its caught in the barbed wire inbetween

scared for it to be over ..

since it lasted so long

im lost inbetween the future and the past ..

i dont know how long it will last ..

there so much i want  from life .. 

i don't want it to drift by so fast

if life is a river , can i have a raft .

 i'm lost out there somewhere in my thoughts.