Ghetto Queen's blog: "Lost"

I wish I were ur eyez, so I could see u everyday I wish I was ur mirror, so I could look at u everyday I wish I was ur pillow, so I could sleep with U through long & lonely nites. but most of all I wish I was ur only gurl so I could try 2 give u tha world!

U are so far away, U are so alone, I am here not feeling very strong I long for tha day we're 2gether again 2 see U 2 touch U 2 hold U again but while u are there and know I am waiting fully anticipating a wonderful reunion we'll both share until then my love please, for me take care:)

When I needed to talk, U didn't have time U had other problems more important than mine When I felt all alone and reached out 2 u U had places to go more important things to do I tried 2 get ur attention I needed 2 know that u cared I guess u didn't notice I was scared I needed u 2 help decide wat 2 do U said I'll find time 4 u later I guess that wasn't true either What should I have done 2 have earned some of ur time? I tried to be patient, while standing in line I needed ur opinion on tha right way and tha wrong with u I needed to belong Whenever I failed that alwayz got ur attention but tha good that I did u never did mention I've paid a high price for what should have been free now do u see why theres no u and me!!!

No more, I can't handle this he's makin me crazy always treating me like shit before i guess my vision was a little hazy now nothing seems to amaze me... he's rude and ignorant does he even hear me? why can't he see jus wat he means to me now he's pushin me away sometimes i feel like i wanna leave & sometimes i wanna stay... but i'm here to tell u today...... my life ain't gonna be that way!!!!

I wish you were here to hold me close for you to be near when i need you the most I need ur advice when I'm in doubt Because i'm not sure how to work it out my life is wrong I need you here I'll feel safer If you a near I need ur arms tightly around me To see ur eyes as brown as can be I need u here to hold me close I need u near because i need u the most!!

Carry me closely, carry me near hold me tightly, i have this fear I'm afraid you are leaving, your going away Our friendship is drifting, i feel it...please stay your words of wisdom that once rang true are now words of horror of me losing you your feelings i'm not sure of, they don't seem the same Was it a dream i was having, we're you playing a game? If I could hold you once more,something i could feel Then i'll know if what we have is real! So please carry me closely, as close as can be I'll love you forever...so please try to remember me

Sometimes we have something, without truly knowing what we have Sometimes we hold something, without completly knowing what we hold Sometimes we are given something, without fully appreciating what we are given. But that knowledge usually comes when... We realize what we've lost!