I am lost and don't know where to turn I feel like I am at the end of my rope and it is going to break and drop me into a pit of hungry alligators that will devour me and I am ok with that....I really want to put everything I own in my car and leave this shitty state and fake people and people who do nothing but bad always get what they want and the ones that work hard for what they want get nothing....I am tired of getting hurt there is only so much breaking a heart can do before there are so many pieces it can't feel anymore