Lost Within a Dream of Loving You
The picture is rolling about in slow motion within my dream.
I see you there smiling at me.
I feel your heartbeat.
Here I am….
Lost within a dream of loving you.
I wake to find my pillow wet from tears.
How did I lose you?
I pace the floors to my heart pains.
I look out in the darkness, I see you chasing me.
I feel the love that held me strong and ground.
Yet as my tears begin to fall again, I come to see.
Here I am alone with memories of what you were to me.
Lost within a dream of loving you.
Each time I feel the wind upon me.
It’s like your warm arms of love holding me close to you.
Why did this happen to us?
We had it all.
Our love was endless as time.
Two hearts created to be one.
But all I have now is my lostness within a dream of loving you.
I go back down the hallway that seems to be full of looming sorrow about me.
I stand against the wall within the room where you and I always made love.
Tears begin to fall.
I scream as fall to the floor to my hidden pain of you being gone from reach.
I look at my life, I see….
All I will ever have now within my life is my heart and soul wonder lost till the day.
I join you within the clouds above life.
I am thankful of always that you where mine the brief time I held you within arms,
But at least…..
I will always be able to be lost within a dream of loving you.
©2007 Firestar
