XaviRoseMaiden's blog: "poetry"

Lost Love ready to move on

finally ready to move on , i carried this pain inside me for far too long .

what was love is now hate ..

but yet i don't choose this fate , the one who loved me the lost , was afraid to lose me at any cost .

but when the hope , and care is gone .. it's for that love to linger on..

he like a would thats been rubbed so raw To me he's not the one i love anymore

.. i still care for him .. and i try not to be cruel

, but i choose not to be loves fool .

 The love i'm looking for  which essentially is my soulmate  kind ,

 my true partner , companion and friend , a love with grows , develops and changes..  i still believe i love .. im just searching for the right kind..

and i couldn't take it anymore .

my heart feels relief

that i finally have this belief

i used to cry and cry for him , yet he didn't feel any of my pain..

i tried and tried and thought i would go insane

still after the love has left , i still have reasons to feel blessed

this journey of self discovery has taken so long ..

but to myself i now belong ..

ive been learning to love myself again ..

just as me ..

yet the journey continues to go on..

this chapter is closing , but theres so many more pages to write .

these emotions keep flooding my mind

and i have to have to write .

 but i choose not to be loves fool .

 The love i'm looking for  which essentially is my soulmate  kind ,

 my true partner , companion and friend ,

 a love with grows , develops and changes..  i still believe i love .. im just searching for the right kind..