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I am tired. More tired than I have ever been. I have been adrift for months. The waves crash over me in this stormy sea and most of the time I do not know up from down. I fight my way back up to catch some air just as another wave crashes. I am drowning & I know it. I have long since given up praying for mercy, guidance, and rescue. Having given up hope that someone up there is rooting for me. That somone will help me. I have not completely lost the will to fight but I am tired. Constantly hammered by wave after wave & storm after storm. My strength and my will power are fading. I clutch at the tattered remains of my life vest as I struggle to find the will power to keep me afloat. There is noone looking to rescue me. As always, I am all alone. I close my eyes and I start to sink downwards into the dark abyss. No one is looking for me so why am I hanging on?
