I am really sorry that I have not been around much this week. I have been having a really rough week. Sunday afternoon they found a friend of mine that lives in my apartment building dead in his apartment. John and I may have had our differences at times but he was always there if I needed someone to talk to. He used to always pick on me and everyone else in the building. When my cat Tigger would get out, he would always say "Tigger jump" just because he knew it irritated me. I was laying in bed last night thinking who is going to say it now? Who is going to say things just to irritate me in the way that only John could? I wish that I had someones shoulder to cry on but sadly I do not. This week is going to be hard as hell for me so if I snap at anyone I am sorry in advance.
