How can I put this? Earlier this year my dad had a heart attack. It triggered something that I thought I wouldn't have to face for years to come. His time here on earth is now limited. Yes I know that we all lose a loved one at some point in our lives, but to lose a dad is almost to much. Today he has to go in and get an operation to get rid of a blood clot from his leg. But there is bad news with that. The doctors told my mom that with my dad's current condition, he only has a few months to live. No he don't have cancer(thank goodness for that), but his body is slowly shutting down and before long it will shut down completely. And that is something I know in my heart, that I won't be able to handle. As I write this, I am crying. I know that my dad wont live forever, but damn it, Why couldn't his death be easier?
I know the death of my son was hard, But I don't want to lose my dad too. So if anyone who reads this has lost a parent, your input will be greatly appreciated. I know I will need moral and emotional support.
