in all the thing's i'v done having kids is my best acomplishment to date i haven't been there alot for my oldest because i've been selfish and greedy but the last few day with her i've come to know that my life hasn't ended because of her or this one i'm carrying it's just begun...i never had a childhood because i wanted to live life in the fast lane act older then i was and when i got pregnant at 16 i was very angry and thought my life was over but i've come to see it's not over by a long shot i don't wanna change for any of you i want to change because of them...i'll most likely never meet any of you and if i did i still wouldn't change for you it's them thay need me to be the grown up i should have been years ago not one of you are worth changing for thay are and sorry if you find that hurtfull or rude but it's the truth
