I'm sitting here tonight feeling very blue,
Christmas is just days a way and I am lonely too.
I have some friends yes I know this is true,
But then I ask can I count on you?
You say that you understand and that your here for me,
But when I really needed you your nowhere that I see.
No one likes to listen to someone who is depressed alot so they moan and groan,
But where does that leave me yes I'm all alone.
I love a man who isn't here he moved so long ago,
I gave up the chance to be with him for another man my love to show.
I don't think he loved me at lest not in that special way,
I hope that my true love will come and take my blues away.
I still love that man that moved away and yes the other too,
His friendship is more important and solid like some glue.
So wish me luck as I move on that I shall find some hope,
Cause the life i'm living feels like a hanging rope.