It's funny to me how time goes by and things in our lives change. Dramatically sometimes... People come and go, emotions that we believed to be so strong fade into oblivion. I look back over my life and it just amazes me. The blog before this one, I've had held invisible for the entire time it's been there. I was so crushed, so defeated.. Now, I haven't talked to him in so many months I can't help but wonder how he is doing... but yet, the connection that felt so strong then is gone. Faded away. Out of sight, out of mind. And that makes me wonder if any connection is REALLY ever as strong as we think it is. Can you stay connected with someone you never see? Can the bonds actually hold? Or was it just someone I was destined to meet and feel connected to only to have life take them back away? I guess this is something I need to do more deep thinking on... Who knows.. I know at least for right now, I don't......