Looking At 2006 - 2007 Monday, January 01, 2007 09 39 PM
Something just came over me about all that has happen in 1 year.
1) Being sick alot
2) Missing My Children
3) Missing My Grandchildren
5) Fixing the valves in my heart
6) My corhn's disease kicking my butt
7) My marriage not where i want it to be.
8) Memorial Day was the last time i had a smoke.
Many changes have happened in my life.
I even looked back 20 yrs ago. So much has gone on in my life.
Some major hurt & pain.
Realizing that i'm human & make mistakes.
I have decided on this date January 02,2007 at 12:48 AM .
I'm putting all my hurt & pain in a bag & send it up to God.
I can't undo anything of the past.
It's time for me to move on.
I promise myself that i will hold up my head high.
To be proud of the things i have done in my life for the better.
Even if it means i can't been a Nurse's Aid anymore.
Least i know i can love myself & others around me.
I will leave you with this thought.
Two of my family member's once said . I would never amount to anything or ever have anything.
They sure was very wrong. When i was in College for a short time. I was on the Dean's List Of Honor's 3.25 to 3.95. I guess that means i'm not a dummy in the family anymore.
God Bless all My Special Friends ~hugsss~ Joyce
