Searching for that Pearl in a Sea of Oysters
Current mood: pensive
Category: Writing and Poetry
Why is it so difficult to meet anyone of Quality? Someone who will go the extra mile, say sweet things out of the blue. Do I expect too much? Have I romanticized what dating should be? Or is it just that impossible to find a beautiful Soul? It's more than just sexual satisfaction, that is a part of the puzzle; but hopefully we are more complicated beings than that--more Evolved. I want someone who satisfies my Soul...and damn it, I require a lot of attention and affection. Is no one capable of being that chivalrous? Or is it that no one is up for the challenge because it would require effort? I suppose I could drive myself to the walls of Insanity were I to dwell much longer on the subject. So I Exile myself...Reclusive...Alone...Dreaming that there is a Pearl for me among all the Oysters...in hopes that I am not casting my pearls before swine...
Or are gay men just unable to think past their Oscar Mayer? ...or just be sensitive, perhaps too much to expect of them and a woman would better suit the expectations of sensitivity and kindness...
Currently listening :
A Hundred Miles or More: A Collection
By Alison Krauss
Release date: By 03 April, 2007