I'm sure at some point in my life I'm going to get used to the idea that I can't sleep when I want to. I have to spend the great majority of my time wearing myself out in hopes that exhaustion will put me to bed. Could I be more productive? Possibly but then I need a more structured regimen of sleep. Honestly can someone help me get organized because I'm obviously doing a horrible job of keeping myself busy and it actually amounting to anything. I need to make a list of things that I need to get done and make sure that I actually get them done. I think on my list I need to add finding some sort of drug or activity that will allow me to sleep comfortably. Drinking to the point of passing out may put me out for the night but the mornings are not very pleasant.