Ok, before anyone gets on to me about the whole "how can you be lonely I love you" thing I want you to sit back and think about where you are and where I am in comparison and realize that yes, you may say you love me, you may say you worship me, but you are there and I am here, so it really doesn't help much.
SO, to the point.
1) I am totally in love with this guy, who lives out of state and works a lot of hours and well basically I don't even get to talk to him very much, once a week at the most, and lately it hasn't even been that often.
2)I've found someone that will hold me tight and treat me right, but it's wrong. Our lives don't work together and we both know it, but we do what we can to get together for the few hours a week we get to spend together.
POINT
I'm wishin' I had someone to lay beside me at night, to cuddle and snuggle. I miss the time I used to spend with my best friend, before he went all Navy on me. The one person I could actually share a bed with and not have any sexual worries or fealings, on either end.
Blah, my blogs are all random ramblings, thanks for listening.
