JBN JUGGALOS BY NATURE's blog: "lonely..."

when you have nothing everything seems dule...boreing...depressing sitting in the dark by yourself thinking about what you could of had or done if all that time wouldn't of been waisted on that person all that time that you could of been out with your friends you stayed with that person and all for nothing i don't get it what compells a person to blow everything off for love when they know that love isn't real i'm of course talking about myself and my baby's momma but it can relate to alot of ppl why can some ppl find that special person right away with no heart break but others like me have to go through heart break after heart break after heart break untill they give up give up on life and everything...well i give up...