Loneliness
Being alone all the time
Never knowing if any one will ever visit you
Only seeing people at work and when you go to the store
Most contact you have with people is over the net
Does any one know what it is like to be so lonely?
I sit here trying to remember the last time I had company
Not remembering the last time
Looking at caller id and there has only been
One person to call me in over a week
People say they get used to it
But you never get used to being alone
Some days go good and others you just want to end it all
You can go from happy to depressed in seconds
Only taken something small and trivial to set you off
Wondering if there is a plaque about me
Something I will probably never know
All I want to do is end it all
By Scott Homan
10/12/2005
