there comes a time in peoples lives when they must face the enevitable and they think "am i ready?"it doesnt matter about age,race,religion or wealth.when its time,its time.usually you dont ever get to know just when that time is,that can be a blessing or you can spend your whole life worrying when that time will be.then there are those who know when that time is comming,at least within a certain window of time.that to has good and bad points.you can plan and get things ready,true.you can do things youve always wanted to do but never had the nerve.you can say your good byes.the bad thing is everyday hangs over you.you become super sensitive of what others thought of you.you are afraid to meet new people.you are doubtful of your friends thinking,"well they know im dying,they cannt wait" or you take every thing to heart and your feelings are always being crushed.you cry inside yet you try to be brave and go on as though there was always tomarrow.the inner termoil is cruel.why me god,im not ready.if your lucky your friends wont treat you any differant becouse pitty makes it worse.
then theres the kind of person everyone has always thought was invincable.the pillar of strenghth everyone took their problems to becouse that person didnt have a care in the world.that pillar of strength actually has it the hardest becouse he cannt show weakness becouse he knows his friends draw from that strength.he never turned to anyone for help becouse he held it inside eating him up like a merciless cancer.for him there is no way out.he cannt let others see him deteriorate becouse they have him as a pillar and if that pillar crumbles his friends will be lost.hes like the hero in those old westerns,hell just have to ride off into the sunset.hell seclude himself and accept his fate,alone and forgotten all becouse he cannt let his friends down.
i guess the song"live like you were dying"speaks for itself.
remember to live life to its fullest and enjoy the time given.
bill sass/renegadelvr
