IndoSpice's blog: "Listen!!!"

I wrote this for a very good friend of mine..... just recently.... I just want to tell everyone how greatful I am to have such great friends around me. And I am so thankful each day for their friendship. I love you guys.. and once again thank you for always being there for me, expecially at this moment. Thank you.... Till the End You are such an amazing friend And I know you will have my back till the end. In moment like this, my life full of tears But you're always there to say that you still care. With your words so comforting that everything comes out of your mouth is so touching. I don't know how you can do it. I guess you've been a good friend to all since you were a kid. But I am glad to have you as a friend once again a friend I can count on till the end.

Why is it so hard, I miss her so much. How do you cope with something like this. I didn't ask for her to go. But just knowing she's in good hands is just an amazing feeling. But still..... I miss her so much, I cry everyday and night not being able to touch, feel, hear her again. There are times when I just feel like giving up. I feel so alone. She's my everything. My smile, my laugh, my happiness. Now that she's gone, seems like there's nothing left for me. I miss her so much that it hurts. I kept on telling myself I need time, but I don't know. I would do anything to hear her, see her, feel her again. I just miss her so so so much. I MISS YOU ANGEL.... I LOVE YOU SAYANG!!!! ITA LOVE YOU BABYKU. ITA LOVE YOU