wow now i really feel lost well i went to work yesterday and got off to my mom being there and i knew something was wrong and than my mom broke down and cried and said they found lisa dead. i was like no. i just seen lisa that night before at wal mart where she workd she was only 32 years old she was a wonderful person always had a smile on her face even when she was going through hell. i just lost my other cousin back in nov in a car wreck. and it just seems like im losin everyone i love or care about. i really dont know how much more i can take of this. im not over my cousin casey and now lisa. i would of never thought lisa would of passed she was the last person i thought that would go. this really hurts and no where to turn. i been cryin i just wanna scream. i know know that it's true life is so freakin unfair. i love you lisa will you please tell my pappy i love and miss him very much. i love you so much lisa. i hope you will be watchin over us
