Finally moving out of this hell hole of a place on Friday i am so excited. I started working finally again at a cleaning company and i love it. I have only been working for a month and i am dropping my second check friday on my security deposit. The place is huge about 1200 sq ft and it is beautiful. There is a weeping willow tree right in the front yard. I wish that i could move in now. Its just going to be Nathan me Lynn and Shawn. I am tired of Steves lies and all of his other bullshit and hes not working so i don't need him to waste my money. It'll be cheaper for me too so i will always have money when i need it and i'm right next to the mall so its going to be badass!! It hurts to realize that me and steve are no longer together but everyone tells me i deserve better than him because of the shit that he puts me and Nathan through. Nathan deserves better than him he can sit in his grandmas basement for the rest of his life and work to pay child support for his other kid and nathan. I tried for 3 years to get his life straightened out but look where it got me no where. He was working a while ago for like three months and we were always broke and he was making way more than me an hour but i have the motivation to get out and i am getting my wings and i am getting me and my baby free from all this bullshit.
