Let's get a few things straight. My name is not 'Sexy', 'Gorgeous', or any other pet name you think it is. It's MELODY(Lil). If you can't call me by my name...don't bother sending a friend request or rating me. I won't be interested. Only my close friends/family/fans have that privilege. They know who they are. Just because you fan and rate me does NOT mean I'm going to return the favor. Even if you ask me to. I am more likely to return the favor it you DON'T ask. Thanks for feeling compelled to fan and rate my profile.
Secondly: I do not tolerate perverted fubar users. If you send a message to me or use the shoutbox and it's rude, disgusting, or anything of that nature...I will block you. No questions asked.
Third, and most important: To any jealous women out there...who cares if your bf/husband/sex toy is a friend of mine? It's Fubar, for God's sake. For all you know, *they* sent the friend request...not the other way around. If you get all pissed off about it, take it up with your man...don't try to bring that drama my way. I will report you to a bouncer...and then block your pathetic ass. Are we clear?
I am an enigma. I am confusing, stubborn, temperamental, and illogical. I am selfish, bitchy, and inconsiderate. But on the flipside, I'm not always like that. I have my moments. Moments where I just want to be by myself. Where I don't want to talk to ANYONE. Where everyone just annoys me beyond belief. Recently, I have been forgetting to take some time to make sure I'm okay. I take on the world's problems; everyone else comes to me with their problems. I can't solve your problems, and frankly, I don't care. I need to care about me. I need to get my stuff figured out. Now, when I say I don't care...it's more like I can't care, even though I'm an empath. I feel everyone elses' feelings and emotions as if they were my own. Not an empath in the strongest degree, but one nonetheless. There are only a few select people that I will drop everything and help them when they need it. Very few. And they know who they are, because I have extended the offer to them. They can call me at anytime (day or night) and I will be there for them. That doesn't mean that I won't listen to you, but don't expect me to give advice. I'm a great listener. I understand a lot of things.
I've been through a lot. I am nowhere near perfect. I eat when I'm bored. I fall for boys too easily. I am vulerable to believing lies. I'm hoping that one day, I won't need a fake smile. I live by quotes that explain exactly what I'm going through. I have best friends, and enemies. Drama and memories. And that's life. Live it, love it, learn from it.