I despise that I can miss you
especially the little things
how you made me feel
the good and the bad
and what we learned from each other
It is painful to remember some of the times
and still trying to forget --
what I felt can't be turned off with a switch
promises that were made
could have been modified
instead of fighting
about lies
how dare you
use me and throw me away
and how you did it
left me with nothing good to say
but I miss you as a person
laughing and being silly
get out of my head
chasing me with toilet paper
cut my leg shaving
or the scar on the other side
from misbehaving
thrown away a love like that before
karma and dogma got me on the floor
soul wasnt finished with yours
and i have to wait to get rest out
throwin up on the floor