DJ Insomnia's blog: "LIFES A BITCH"

shes woundering how i really feel if it was really real if it was true love or just a game how i really felt when she said my name if i was really there to be by her side or if it was just a lie if i really cried if the real me even died if when we talked my insides really flyed then if those million butterflys really died if it really mattered does she know the answer to all my feelings??? if she dosent then theres something wrong

LIFE CRASHES WHEN LOVE CLASHES HEARTS BURN TO ASHES DONT IT FEEL LIKE YOU JUST GOT BLASTED FROM THE PAIN YOU CANT TAKE NOR MAINTAIN THOUGHTS OF DEEP EMMOTIONS RUNNIN THROUGH UR BRAIN LIKE A DERAILED TRAIN HOW CAN ONE BE SAIN YET AND OR EXPLAIN THE MISTAKES HES MADE AND THE PRICE HES PAYED WHEN LOVE HAS NO PRICE BUT THE REST OF YOUR LIFE IS FILED WITH PAIN AND STRIF WITH A PERSON WHO ASKED TO BE YOUR WIFE 3 DAYS LATER TURNS TO SHIT AND YOU FEEL LIKE A BITCH NEVER BEEN HURT SAY YOU CANT FEEL PAIN SHIT THATS A LIE..AT LEAST THATS WHAT IM SAYIN AS TEARS FALL CRYING AGAINST THIS BATHROOM WALL STAREIN AT THE MIRROR WISHIN YOU GOT A CHANCE TO FEEL HER HOLD HER TOUCH HER SHOW HER YOU REALLY LOVE HER YOUR ONE TRUE LOVER SO YOU THOUGHT THEN YOU LOST IF THERES A GOD WHY IS HE A ASS AND MAKE YOU SUFFER FROM THE PAST MISTAKES ARE MADE NONES PERFECT..........