Well, life sucks at times. I just quite a job. Or shoul I say I walked out and never went back. I was getting payed shit. And the tips were really bad. I would work 6 to 8 hours and only make about $40!!! what the hell is wrong with that pic? I am a good waitress. Not the best. But the best there was at that resturaunt. The other girls would come in bitchy, and they would not smile or anything. They were misrable. And the customers hated them. They always requested me. But I wasn't allowed to wait on them becasue they weren't MY table. And the job was taking away from my family time. nd making me snappy at my kids. not a good thing to do. So, since I have left that job, I have been alot better. I haven't snapped as badly as before. And I am looking for another job. I am a sub teacher right now. And I love it. But I really need something else now. I love waiting tables. ANd working with the public. But I am goig in to have surgery soon. So I can't start another job right away. I need to wait until after the surgery. I am so scared about it. They have to cut my stomach opened about 5 inches. And take out a lump that we have no idea what it is. I have been throught all the tests you can think of. And still they don't have any idea what it is. What use were all the tests? They made me so sick. And I was so warn out by them. I lost more weight from being so sick. And in so much pain from it. I need to loose wieght, but I don't want to loose it that way. I was a size 5-7 at the beging of summer. And now I am a size 0-1. That is a large diffrence in a short time. But what can I do? Nothing right now. Just stay as healthy as possible. Well, I need to go and take care of the house. Hope to be back on later. Or tomarrow. Leave me an email in my inbox!!! Hugs and kisses
