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chained ROSES's blog: "Life"

created on 06/03/2007  |  http://fubar.com/life/b88163

this sucks!

I feel so crappy!!! Im tired of being numb. Not only are my arms numb my feet are numb too. The pain is unbearable sometimes. But every day I get up and go to work. Sometimes I end up leaving early but at least I tried! Go to rhumetologist on Fri. Hoping for some new meds. One I have now makes me feel weird and it raises my blood pressure. So I am on blood pressure med also. I want to feel normal again!

New grandson

Going to FL Wed-Sun to see new grandson. Number 3! Was born last Thurs the 24th. This is the interesting part. Both of my daughters are married to brothers. My oldest has a 3 yo son by one and now this baby is born by the other brother. So curious to see if they will look alike. Brothers look exactly alike. But anyway driving to FL because flight prices are outrageous and for some reason a 1 1/2 hr flight would take 4-8 depending on layovers etc. chose to drive but will be very hard on me. Thought my swelling problem was ok but feet started to swell again on Sat and got even worse yesterday. Blood pressure is high again too. Med they gave me was suppossed to take care of all that but didn't work for long. So went to PCB a month ago and the 3 hr drive was horrible because of the swelling. Going to be awful for an 8 hr drive!! Going to Lakeland so endelss possiblites and things to do as close to Orlando and Tampa. Thinking of going to Daytona. Wayne wants to go to the racetrack. Loves Nascar. Looking forward to all this as I desperately need a vacation!!!!

Health

So as I said in an earlier blog I am finally very happy. What really sucks about all this is that when I wasn't happy I was a very healthy person. Just one month after meeting Wayne I start having back pain. Went to the dr thinking it was a pinched nerve. Took xrays and gave me pain meds. Called and told me nothing wrong. Said then why am I always in constant pain? So sent me to orthopedic. He took more xrays and said I had arthritis in my back. Gave me some more meds. Sent me to physical therapy. Went back for 6 week follow up and still in lots of pain. Also swollen ankles and feet. Turns out one of the meds caused a reaction. Was sent to take mri and a nerve test. Nerve test not very fun. Ever have needles stuck in your neck? So here it is 3 months later and waiting to go see a rhumetologist. Think I might have MS or lupus. So was I handed all this now that I am happy so I could handle it better? Earlier in life I had just too many problems to handle this also? Sounds fair in one way but not in other. Why can't I be happy all around. But then again I guess no ones life could be that perfect. So I guess I have to just wait and see for now. Best thing is Wayne has been wonderful through all this. Don't know what I would do if he wasn't here to get me through this!

Just starting

So I have always wanted to write in one of these. Its like a diary and even as a kid I was bad about that. Probably because when I was a teenager I had one and my brother found it. Read it and then showed it to my mother. Man did I get in trouble. Burned it and since then have never been really able to keep one!! So for the first time in my life I am very happy. Have been married twice. First husband died in car wreck. Second was just a disaster. Will go into all that in other blogs. So I have finally met this wonderful guy. Everything you could always want in a guy. Never have felt like this before. Always thought I was in love with others. Maybe so but from what I am feeling now, not true love. Or maybe I am just wiser and more cautious in what I want and have found it. Ok I wrote my first page!! For those who have read make me write more. lol Believe me I feel like spilling guts and some is just too good not to hear!
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