I Have to say my life has had ups and downs throughout it... Now after being married for almost 9 years and but seperated almost 7years I have to finally call everything about it over...Me and my estranged hubby havent been together in a really long time... We do share a 10 yr old daughter together...I myself feel and have felt for sometimes I wish we didnt get married... I think we were pushed more into it than us wanting it ourselves anyhow... well weve both moved on in our ways he has another daughter with another woman and me I have a son with another man...Well him and his other daughters mother split last year and he is currently with a woman that I can say gives me great comfort that my daughter can be around her...Well my estranged Hubby right now is currently in jail for a time we don't know yet how long but his girlfriend took my daughter to see him yesterday and kept her overnight...I can say I really get along with his girlfriend and she is great to my daughter too...Well he sent his girlfriend a letter to give to me, and I read it and he asked me for a couple favors... But the one big one is for me to finally go file for a divorce because he has asked her to marry him...I think I havent done it sooner not because I loved him still or wanted him back but I was always hoping he would do it... I am not great with paper work and do to things he knows I can seek legal assistance and get it all done for free... I want to Ive really been wanting to get it done...Not even because Im thinking about marriage again because I just dont know if Id want to put my foot into that again...I mean it to me is just a piece of paper giving you a different last name...Me and my ex didnt work out and it wasnt because I didnt try cause I tried hard...But some people are just not meant for each other...Me and him get along as friends and I think thats what we were always meant to be...Our daughter was a blessing but just cause she was born I dont think we should of gotten married...I love him as a friend and as the father of my child but I know thats the best for us...I can say once I can go file and get our divorce done and over with I do bless him and his girlfriend and just pray they have a happy life together and I know she will love my daughter as if she were her own...His ex B4 her though I couldnt stand and neither can his girlfriend now...I will truly be happy to get this over with I just pray God will help me through this all so we can get it done and over with as fast as possible...Bless me father and be near me giving me strength and love,and let everything go smooth and easy...
