i dont know how people can live thier lives sometimes. i sit and ponder on how i can make my life better. i am sick of not knowing what tomorrow will bring. does anyone else feel that way? i dont know but i am sooo tired. i feel as though when something seems as though i am doing good something f**ks up and i am in the hole again. does anyone have suggestions for me?? i am more then willing to listen. hopefully soon i will have a good blog. but i am sorry to say for the first one it has to be a bummer. ttyl
