Although I had a rough morning and after the funeral it really sucked. I went out last evening and had a amazing time with my family.
Ran into some old friends and I forgot what it was like to have fun. Laugh and just enjoy myself. Made me relate and evaulate to my own needs which is fun. Not to worry about things. So Im just gonna be carefree and enjoy myself. I cant control others actions now will I try. Have a few days next week where Im gonna hang out with friends and just enjoy life. Which means less time here on Fu and more outside with the people who have supported me and to the ones who showed me unconiditional support in my weaksest point. Universal Florida is in Novemeber my kids are going to have a blast. In Dec. the trip my sis and I are going to. Greece here we come! Heads gonna roll, back to myself and Im in control.. Take a step back its jungle out there