Michael Giggles's blog: "Life"

This weekend was so relaxing and awesome. Mallory picked me up in the morning friday and we went to visit med high again. Turns out it was HOSA, so there were only teachers there. We talked to Berne for a while, then we ran into a couple other teachers. Schnider took us out to lunch at subway (how cute he paid). Then we ran into a couple of big blue birds, lol, and they told us that anthony has a girlfriend now. Everybody now ::Aaawww:: Then we went to Michael's, YAY! Lol. And I forgot what happened next. Okay remembered, Michael and I went to his room and hung out there for a while. Then we went to pick up his new glasses and we went to walmart. Then we came back and mal was asleep on the couch so we woke her up and went out to eat at the Outback. There, one of Michaels friends met up with us there and mal got a flower balloon and i got a heart balloon. Um Saturday....we hung out and he made dinner. Lol, oh and he had an inspection that morning too. LMAO, they were all laughing. Hehe that was so funny. The sgt that came in said i should have flashed him and said hi. Lol, maybe next time i will. oh! we saw Hannibal Rising....great movie. Then mal came over to keep me company while he worked and we stayed up cleaning, washing, and baked all night. Then when he got home we slept for about 4 hours and woke up and spent some time together before we went to los fresnos to introduce him to my grandma and aunt. Then he dropped me off home. It was really a great weekend. I didn't have to put up with anything from home. Lol and I've learned that I have trouble sleeping without him at my side. But that's okay, it's worth seeing him when I can, anything is worth it. I love him and I've told him, I'll do anything/ go through anything for him....because I'm so much fucking in love with him. Love you baby, *Giggles*

This weekend was so relaxing and awesome. Mallory picked me up in the morning friday and we went to visit med high again. Turns out it was HOSA, so there were only teachers there. We talked to Berne for a while, then we ran into a couple other teachers. Schnider took us out to lunch at subway (how cute he paid). Then we ran into a couple of big blue birds, lol, and they told us that anthony has a girlfriend now. Everybody now ::Aaawww:: Then we went to Michael's, YAY! Lol. And I forgot what happened next. Okay remembered, Michael and I went to his room and hung out there for a while. Then we went to pick up his new glasses and we went to walmart. Then we came back and mal was asleep on the couch so we woke her up and went out to eat at the Outback. There, one of Michaels friends met up with us there and mal got a flower balloon and i got a heart balloon. Um Saturday....we hung out and he made dinner. Lol, oh and he had an inspection that morning too. LMAO, they were all laughing. Hehe that was so funny. The sgt that came in said i should have flashed him and said hi. Lol, maybe next time i will. oh! we saw Hannibal Rising....great movie. Then mal came over to keep me company while he worked and we stayed up cleaning, washing, and baked all night. Then when he got home we slept for about 4 hours and woke up and spent some time together before we went to los fresnos to introduce him to my grandma and aunt. Then he dropped me off home. It was really a great weekend. I didn't have to put up with anything from home. Lol and I've learned that I have trouble sleeping without him at my side. But that's okay, it's worth seeing him when I can, anything is worth it. I love him and I've told him, I'll do anything/ go through anything for him....because I'm so much fucking in love with him. Love you baby, *Giggles*

Lol, it's crazy how I can't really explain how much I love him. He is just so wonderful. He makes me feel so unique, so special. The way he listens to everything I have to say...the way I can go to him and just cry because I'm so frustrated here. He is just so fucking cute, lol. I sit here and think of him when I can't see him. Today he came over but had to leave early because of my stupid stepdad. It was great seeing him today. When he holds me it just makes all the stupid things go away. Lol, I cried when he left. But...I have his Axe spray now so I doused my stewie blanket with it so I can sleep at night. I miss him so much. I can't stand being away from him. I was so pissed that he had to leave that I had one of my insane thoughts again, lol, I almost said "fuck it, I'm leaving and I'll be back tomorrow". I wanted to go home with him, so bad. I swear I almost did. I love him so so so much.

I write about whatever is on my mind. Right now you are the one on my mind. I just finished writing this...(11:21pm/ Jan 31, 2006). I love you baby. Lol, well. So my best friend Mallory tells me about this guy, Michael, that her cousin, Jasmine, was dating. "He's in the National Guard," she mentions. That week she was in a horrible car accident and tragically she died a few days later. So I helped Mallory give him all the support he could get. I could relate to him very easily, the year before I had lost my boyfriend. I knew every emotion, every thought that was running through his head. Well, I started to notice how handsome he was and mentioned this to Mal. She invited me out to lunch and movies on a friday (Jan 12th) and she invited him also. Yes she set us up on a blind date. Well, they came down and picked me up and we went out to eat. At first I was very quiet and tried really, really hard to not look at him or talk to him too much. I knew I would be doomed if I did. We went to Johnny Carino's for lunch. He kept trying to catch my attention through the meal, but I was still being stubborn about it, lol. Finally by the end of lunch, it was hard to keep my eyes off of him....the way he smiled, his eyes (damn his eyes). When we were walking out he put his hands on my shoulders and it felt like everything crashed down around me; I relaxed. We went back to his apartment to wait for a movie to start at the theater. Lol, oh my god... we kept playing around (nothing too dirty, lol) and I was getting kinda tired so I laid down next to him and he put his arm around me. It felt like the most natural thing in the world. I looked up at him and he was starting at me...damn the eyes...and I felt all my carefully built walls that I had made after my boyfriends passing, just crumble away. It felt as if he was starring right through me. Hehe, so it was almost time for the movie and we went to watch it. Pan's Labyrinth, excellent movie by the way. We sat together and he had his arm around me the whole time. When it was over, Mal left us alone and we went back to his apartment for about half an hour. Lol, no, nothing much happened. Then he brought me back home and we held hands and kissed and what not. The next day we decided we wanted to be together, so we did. The next week I went over and spent the night with him. It was wonderful being together the whole time. Around two weeks later, he started talking about us getting married. As it turned out, my friends knew about the whole thing before I did, lol. Yes I love him with my entire being...even though we haven't been together long. Seems like we rushed into things a bit, but we have our heads on straight and are going to wait a few years before getting married. Lol, as I'm writing this I'm chatting with Mallory. Direct quote from our conversation.... "mallory mendoza: duuuude...you fell hard this time didnt you Christie Garza: lol, i hit fucking rock bottom dude mallory mendoza: no shit". I love Michael so much. Nothing in this world can tear us apart. *~*Future Mrs. Michael Ira Johnson*~*

Yea so today Michael came by. Lol, smells like sex now...hehe. Sorry Mal, but I just realized it. Lol. So anyway, now I'm all sleepy and shit and I have class in an hour. Bla...oops, have a quiz to do. Completely forgot about that. I gotta go cash my book check anyway. Ugh, I guess I better get ready then. Thanks so much for coming over today Michael. I guess I just really need to see you. My mind was splitting out on me. I was starting to be a very pretty little mess. Hehe, well I gotta go get ready my love. Sleep well before work tonight. Sorry you didn't get a chance to nap. Love you baby! *Giggles*

Lol, I swear, I'm so fucking retarded... Last night I was tired and sleepy, so naturally I showered and got in bed. As it turns out I couldn't fall asleep. Michael texted me and I told him how I couldn't fall asleep. Lol, so he called (and I really don't think he was supposed to be on the phone) and I started crying because I couldn't fall asleep because he wasn't at my side. Well, at least the call helped, I fell asleep immediately afterwards with my cell still in my hand. I swear my body is fucking with me, making me think I need him by my side so I can fall asleep. But oh well right? Got a few years to get used to it anyway. Love you Michael, so much.

"Stupid tear ducts" Current mood: stupid Lol, I quote myself there. I hate the way I'm acting, but not really. My body clock is changing itself on me. I still get sleepy like always at my reg time, but now I wake up a lot to see if Michael has texted me or something. Other times I'm waking up and actually looking for him, lol. I do miss him a lot, but I'm not complaining about not seeing him. Lol, I know a military wife *Mal* who hasn't seen her husband for two months and I understand that I may eventually be in that predicament someday. I hate the fact that I live on the other side of the freaking valley, I hate it so much. I am so glad that I finally found someone, lol, not exactly my prince charming, but way better! I found someone who makes it worth getting up in the morning to freak out about school. Even when I'm on the verge of tears, he still makes me laugh. Hehe, he just means so much to me, he's my world. I know how people may think we are insane to have just met and are already thinking about a future together, but we just love each other. I can't imagine not being without him anymore, not in the future. I want to be the girl who is always there by his side supporting him in everything that he wants. I cry now not because no one understands me, but because I can't be where is... because he understands me perfectly... and because I miss him so fucking much. Lol, well I think you get the point with these icons, so I'll let you go back to life now. *~*Giggles aka Christie*~*

Yesterday was a perfect day. Michael came down and spent most of the day with me. Lol, poor baby hasn't slept much recently. We hung out here at the house and at the mall and movies. We saw The Hitcher, good movie. Lol, we also had some fun in the movies, but yea. It was great just having him here next to me. I missed him like crazy, but I'm not complaining. I know I will have to get used to away time alot, but that's fine. I love my man and I'll do anything for him. Get some sleep after you get home from work baby. You need to rest. I am in love with you Michael, so very much.