SITTING HERE, LOOKING AT THE PAST, AT THE ONE PERSON I KNEW I COULD RUN TO, TO HIDE BEHIND, TO GO TO WHEN I NEEDED, I ASK MYSELF, WHAT COULD I HAVE DONE TO KEEP HIM, WHAT COULD I HAVE DONE TO SHOW HIM THAT LIFE ANIT THAT BAD, HOW COULD I HAVE MADE HIM MORE HAPPY. ALL I COME UP WITH IS MAKING MY LIFE ALL ABUOT HIM, GIVING ALL MY TIME, GIVING HIM WHAT HE NEEDED 24/7. I CANT SEEM TO TELL MYSELF THAT EVERYTHING WITH BE OK. MY HEART HAS BROKE, HELP ME PICK UP THE PIECES!!!!!
