has anyone ever thought about how easy it would be to end ur life? how much would it take how long would it take, I have, Here in the last two weeks itz been bad, no one has known about this, I blame one person and one person only, the only man i ever trusted, itz sad that ur whole life u walk this earth to find that one man/woman that u think that ur goin to spend the rest of ur life with, the "one". well i thought that about one wonderful guy, then it took a bug turn, something happend which led me to do something i cant even forgive myself for. to my ex if ur reading this, ur the only one that can pull me out of this, all i will say is his nickname, that would be JJ. the though of killin myself has been in my head, yes i'm not goin to lie i came close soo many times, but in my heart i just hope n prey he'll see that i still love him. grrrrrrrr when will it stop.
